Many times I blame myself I am too affable and honest，which makes me like a fool.
I have a soft heart and mild temperament so I am easily made use by others.The expenses of being a nice person is so high that I cant stop thinking whether I need to change myself.
There is no doubt gentleman is welcomed everywhere，elegance equates an ID card.Chinese also believe people always do good things can be rewarded by the providence.And that is also my belief.
So，whatever，I will keep to my kindness as use it as my shield.